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Graduation day could not have been more perfect. Or more confusing. But thats alright. i spend most of my time being confused.

Not sure yet what to do with my summer. i'd love to stay, but i probably can't.

Thus far my days are spent cleaning, thinking, reading, thinking, movies, thinking, laughing, thinking, and smiling.

Washington in three months. Less than that even. i'm so happy and excited and scared and sad. But mostly happy.

Alright. Thats enough thoughts.

Life is perfect at this second. Just wanted to throw that out there.

"the be all and end all"

that can't be right. can it?

Life is short and it should be that way. All things in life that are so great are only good if taken in small doses. Like cheesecake. One piece is enough and more than that will make you ill. i don't understand why some people will sit and fret and complain about everyone else's life habits when they should maybe take a look in the mirror and fix themselves first before trying to control everyone else. i don't give a fuck what you think because you didn't care what i thought. There is no use pretending.

i'm through complaining. i'll just say that i'm tired and everyone is getting on my nerves and i want to cry and scream and scream and scream.

i'm too busy to be writing this shit.

good bye.

i can't wait until i am far far away and don't have to ever deal with this shit again. i'd rather deal with new shit, because at least then i might have more control over it. We all must tiptoe around each other and pretend that everything is all right and be afraid that an off word or crossways look will cause pandemonium. There are no freedoms here without judgement. i won't be preached to by someone with a death wish.

i suddenly realized what i want to do with my life. Maybe. It'll change, for sure. But i want to write it down now.

It occured to me sometime between working on the set late and driving to Great Falls for props that i would love to work behind the scenes for plays or movies. Never as a director or actress, but as a stage manager, or costume person, or make-up artist, or set designer. And while i am traveling around the world doing the aforementioned, i could write my little books or play guitar in dark dingy bars with a cigarette and a bottle of Jack. There is something romantic about being a starving artist, but only if that lasts a short time.

Its frustrating to know what you want, but also to know it can never come true.

Infatuation sucks.