i just don't know what to do with myself.

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i'm tired and my entire head feels like it may just explode.

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i've been having strange thoughts, but not the kind i care to repeat.

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i wish i was spending my last summer with my friends and with my family.

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But i'm not. And i can't. i wish desperatly that i could.

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So long and thanks for all the fish.

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Thats all for now.