so hard to love somebody that don't love you
so hard to love somebody that don't love you
so hard to love somebody that don't love you
so hard to love somebody that don't love you
so hard to love
somebody
that
don't
love
you.

i'll just cry forever.

My head might explode.

i have so much to do and no time and the time i do have is wasted in front of some sort of box--TV, computer, amp, etc.

This year will never be over. i need some inspiration. At least i have a job so if i want i can get out of here for a while.

i'm tired now. i was supposed to work today. Didn't feel like it.

i am a horribly negative person. Horribly horribly negative. i didn't realize how much so until i wrote an Introduction paper about myself for Mr. R. His comment on the bottom of my paper told me i should maybe just be happy about where i am instead of whining about it. i hadn't realized i'd been whining.

i wonder if that negative attitude emenates from me without my even knowing? Can people talk to me and know i'm unhappy and unsympathetic and always have a bad taste in my mouth? i think they can.

Cold brains/unmoved/untouched/unglued/alone at last--Beck