i am a horribly negative person. Horribly horribly negative. i didn't realize how much so until i wrote an Introduction paper about myself for Mr. R. His comment on the bottom of my paper told me i should maybe just be happy about where i am instead of whining about it. i hadn't realized i'd been whining.

i wonder if that negative attitude emenates from me without my even knowing? Can people talk to me and know i'm unhappy and unsympathetic and always have a bad taste in my mouth? i think they can.

Cold brains/unmoved/untouched/unglued/alone at last--Beck