???
i'm so confused
*gah*

i have about a trillion different emotions coursing through my body right now, and i don't even know how to begin sorting them out. My ideas come in cycles, and at first one seems right, until the next comes along and then i don't know what to think. My entire body is literally shaking and i just don't know.

i don't know what to do with myself. i always need someone to tell me what to do. Not this time. i know what i want to do, but i also feel that it may be the wrong choice, or too soon to tell. i have one year. A lot can happen in one year. i don't need to make a decision now.

But my body can't stop shaking and my mind won't stop running.