i let perfection slip through my fingers and i may just let it haunt me the rest of my life.
i do not trust fate to do her job properly because she hasn't so far.

What has come over me, exactly? Never before have i acted this way or felt this way and its the most horrible feeling in the world. What is perfection? i don't have any idea. Maybe some kind person can tell me. Please tell me.

i wrote a song. Well, its a work in progress, but the lyrics can be posted, i suppose, as if anyone but i really cares.


i fell in love
it took ten minutes
i don't even know your name

i stood there waiting for you to come
i stood amazed when you finally did

i hurt
i bleed
alone
i weep

And you'll never know this song is about you
Maybe you never even cared
You'll never know that i cared

i thought a thousand thoughts about you
i don't even know your name
And now you're a million miles away

i hurt
i bleed
alone
i weep
i dream
of fate
and you
my fate

i fell in love
it took ten minutes
i don't even know your name
i don't even know your name
i don't even know you

i am so lost.