OK. i'm in love. Its okay to admit. Too bad i've never talked to him. Not even once. But i do love him anyways. i want to make love to his lips. He said hello to me once. Its been months since i've seen him but he appeared on a pop-up. How strange.

Someone once told me fate never falls short. i still don't know if he's wrong or right.

i need to write to Tom. He thinks i'm a bitch because i act like one. How weird is that? i feel bad because he is a sweetheart and i'm cold hearted. i hardly deserve someone like him, so maybe i should just leave it alone . . . ???

i know i won't leave it alone.