Friday, November 05, 2004

She said she came from cell block three.


The self-loathing has begun again and i think i hate that more than anything else. i probably need a psychiatrist. i don't know. i sit here in my so-so life with my so-so thoughts and my so-so dreams and my nonexistant aspirations.

And there is no one to come to my rescue. Thats ok. i'd rather learn to be independent now than be lonely later.