When i was in Washington, Sam told me i reminded her of an actress, and she had been trying to remember all week which one. She then buried her head in the pillow, as if embaressed. i only smiled, which is my usual intelligent response.

Going away, to other states especially, makes me feel so much better than i do when i just stay here. i feel far more wanted and beautiful when i'm away from home. Montana guys are such jerks. Not to mention ignorant. i can't wait to go away for the summer. Perhaps intelligent conversations will ensue. If i don't get tounge-tied which tends to happen. Sometimes i can be more articulate than anyone i know and other times its as if i've never spoken to a person before. We'll have to see.

i need someone unconventional. i don't think that'll ever happen.

i'll just have to be the unconventional one.

i bet i repel a lot of people.